get up and move on

i have learnt over the years there is so much woman tht got hurt by a partner ..suppress it and expect it t go away well where do i start i was married for 15 years to a moslem guy he was my shining armour we had a daughter ,
now if you young religion is not such a big factor you inlove but believe me it gets you in later years
well i will continue my story over time but in a nutshell about two years ago i was in work an believe me he got married over my moslem marraige i did not even know there was another woman he opted to see my family as if he unlove me my word in the meantime he knew what he was doing
can you believe two years later he drives up and down by my home he saw his daughter a year ago i dont take money from him its tough but i said no more its the second time he was away for two years i confronted the woman he lied to her he was back for two years and then this happend but i want to tell you this bring you closer to God ,if it was not for God i would not be able to see myself whole as i am ...

and for the first time i prayed for him sincerely as i got to know alot more about my own faith and how a spirit of adultery aggresion etc can destroy yr man.
that day while i interecede for him he rode pass my home whilst i was at work and guess what ?
he asked me is my daughter home i only saw the mail three hours later i mean why must he be inmy home (which he buildt)..alone no way i just answered sorry not home ...only at 8 my point is its not that i dont want my daughter to see her dad but why come around in the house that you moved out in the day sorry.
i have learnt when my daughter was born that woman was 9 meaning this woman is 9 yrs older than my daughter merely a child and guess what i caught her in the car with my hubby and asked who she was she said she is just a friend my reply was i am his wife he is married and what is a strange woman doing in our car he cme out from where he was and i saw the guilt on his face
he sms me several times like 6 in the morning then i know hes conscience is pricking him..so all i want to say is you can get up ...move with positive people its hard but believe tht you too can be whole again...

do things like i joined the moms2.0 to enhance my computer skills,move with positive people its hard but its worth it if i look back i can only say if i did not trust and have faith in God i would have felt sorry for myself and be feeling sorry for myself etc
i will continue my story this is only in a nutshell
be blessed and know you are not alone...:-)